This entire week has been one big blur of anger, frustration, busyness, exhaustion, adjustment and forgetfulness. And then I wake up this morning feeling about 90 percent better. No one could have been more relieved than me because I have been so annoyed that I have been annoying myself. Really.
It’s bad when your own mental, physical and personality crap fueled by circumstances and medication is getting on your own nerves. Pretty sad, but at least I can admit it.
Did anything change between last night and this morning? Nope.
Did I feel more positive? Not really.
What was the change? Adjustment.
If you aren’t already aware from previous health and weight loss journals that I’ve posted – where I “bare my soul” regarding weight and health problems – I take about 12 pills per day. Give or take. On Monday one of my doctors added two meds and subtracted one…
The result? A wave of brain activity, body responses, little memory lapses, unfocused moments and a bevy of internal activity that didn’t take kindly to the stresses of my life. Oh the stresses.
So here’s to surviving the week…
How has your week been and what are your plans for the weekend?