Last thought of the day

It's 11:27 p.m. as I begin to type this... I'm trying to get my mind to rest and my body to relax. Among the thoughts that I'm acknowledging and those that I am avoiding there is something in the back brewing. Considering.

Knowing someone who lives without logic, speaks without thinking and has the reasoning of a child can be a drain on the body's system. People who incite arguments and not solutions; who double talk and are purposefully confusing; who are two faced and go behind your back spouting dramatic exaggerations should be considered enemies. Ever putting my trust in people like that will ultimately bite me in the butt - again and again.

I must remember my thoughts so that I will never again trust the uncouth nature of an individual who has reeked of jealousy, control, violence and irrational behavior. Inconsideration, selfishness and immaturity. One who blames, justifies and exhibits hypocritical behavior.

The result: I must protect myself.

Luxury homes in Arizona

I am sure you sometimes get tired of hearing me talk about my dream home or the decorating that I would like to do one day, but you have to admit that it is fun to imagine something nicer than what you have already. If you live in Arizona then you will be happy to know that Cachet Homes builds semi-custom luxury homes in your area.

All you have to do to get started on your new luxury home is go to CachetHomes.net and put in your search criteria to find Phoenix New Homes. It's that simple.

When I did a search the site came up with three different floor plans in the same community and gave me all the information that a home buyer would need to make an initial decision. The square footage, layout of each room and additional information were all provided. And, of course, there was an image of the house. Seeing the actual house can get you even more excited when you're shopping for a home. I really liked the house that I viewed because it was that salmon color that reminds me of when I visited Arizona.

Whether you're already a resident of the area or relocating from another state, you can use Cachet Homes to help you find the right home that fits you and your family's needs.

A little lighter

My health and weight loss journal

I'm not one to brag, but lately when it comes to the subject of weight loss I've been feeling a little proud of myself. Remember last week when I told you that I am down to 160 pounds? Well, I have good news: I am now about 156!




I started at 199 pounds in January 2008 and my goal was 150. I am only six pounds from that goal. That is so exciting to me. I'm going to try and post a couple of pictures next week so be on the lookout.

Just in time

I have a friend who collects nice watches. He can tell you designer names, prices, details and all kinds of things that make a quality timepiece. From what he's told me, I now look at watches in a different manner and have been admiring some nice ones in department store cases and jewelry stores.

It was one of the things I considered getting Amber (my oldest daughter) when she graduated from high school recently. I noticed that she admires a certain type of watch and thought it would be a nice gift. I wasn't able to get one, but I have since seen a few Bulova Watches at BlueDial.com that I think she'll like. One is the Bulova Ladies Stainless Steel watch with a light blue dial (the one pictured here).

This is just the type of watch that is easy to dress up or down. My daughter could wear it with jeans, a sundress or business attire. There were quite a few other nice choices like the Ladies Quest Mother of Pearl Dial Strap with diamond markers, which you can get with a black, pink or white bad. Now, that's what I call a diverse watch that can perfectly accentuate any outfit.

If you have an occasion approaching like a graduation, birthday or even as a gift to someone who enjoys quality timepieces then shop at BlueDial.com. They have a myriad of choices for anyone on your gift list.

Big bad bed smack down

If you're my friend on Facebook (if not, click to be my friend!) then you may have seen that I didn't have that great of an ending to my day yesterday. I got over that - for the most part - but I guess my subconscious was still fighting the issue because I tossed and turned all night.

I fought the covers, the pillows, beat up the bed, threw my cell phone around (yes, it was in the bed), coughed, wrestled for the water, left it in the bed and threw it around, stripped off my clothes... and woke up this morning sore and somewhat tired. I think that was the worse bed smack down I've had in awhile.

The younger children arrive this morning from their weekend with their dad, and it was so good to see them. They came in with good spirits even though the toddler was tired and kept trying to get me to pick her up. They were talking, telling stories, looking for toys, asking questions... I think I was wore out before 9 a.m.

I took them to daycare and things went down from there. Let's just say that I do not plan on talking to that man (their dad) unless absolutely, freaking necessary. I've known for the longest time that a conversation with him is a waste of time, but it was even more apparent today. I'm not going to go into detail - although I am itching to vent - because it makes me so angry. I'm convinced his sole purpose is trying to make me crazy. Let me add here in case anyone feels it's necessary to throw my words back at me or imply that I am trying to make myself look like the good guy: I can give as good as I get. I get angry just like anyone else and although this is my blog, feel free to leave a comment about what you think misrepresented you or anything you feel you need to say. Oh, and raise your hand - well, leave a comment - if you think that I'm perfect and try to make myself appear that way.

Unfortunately, I suspect that - although I have calmed down quite a bit since my conversation with him earlier and moved on with my day - there will be a big bad bed smack down tonight. Maybe I should drink some green tea, do some yoga and meditation before I go to bed to assist in some nighttime relaxation. Wish me luck.

Bed bugs

I'm a fairly particular person when it comes to cleanliness and I try to keep my home as sanitary and clean as I can. So when I learned that anyone can have bed bugs regardless of how clean you are I nearly had a fit.

However, having a fit isn't necessary, you just have to learn what to look for and how to treat it. Yup, there's bed bugs treatment. With treatment, which is outlined on BedBugsGuide.com, you can get rid of bed bugs.

Although they're not dangerous they can cause some quite irritating bites that you don't feel until after you're already bitten. And, even worse, each bug lays about five eggs a day so you can end up with quite an infestation.

Don't wait any longer to find out if you have bed bugs.

Monday's Muse: Fleeting thoughts

Today at Maternal Spark, the home of Monday's Muse, Heather tempted us with a ... uh, thought. "Think left and think right and think low and think high. Oh, the thinks you can think up if only you try! ~Dr. Seuss, Oh, the Thinks You Can Think!"

Although I've never been a huge fan of Dr. Seuss (yes, I know, awful!) I am always fascinated and entertained by the quotes individuals choose to highlight. This particular quote that Heather used to fuel her muse today seems to fit me perfectly: I am always thinking.

I had a rare opportunity today and that was to lay in bed. Between my dozing and rolling, I did a lot of thinking. Planning my day, my week, thinking about family and friends as well as adversaries and problems. I didn't necessarily come up with any solutions, but I was able to clear my mind of a little jumble.

This is some of what I came up with:
I will stop being afraid of pursuing opportunities.
I will continue to take the chance to rest.
I won't give up on my blog.
I'm not adding anything else to my to-do list today. :)

There weren't any new creative ideas because I need to complete the ones that are already on the table just like I need to complete/accomplish the money-making ideas. Thoughts are very powerful. They can sometimes make or break us... every successful idea started from a mere thought. I don't know about you, but I want to make some successes today.

Trendy maternity clothes

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Not exactly as planned

Remember yesterday when I was all excited about my BF - also my daughter's godfather - going with me to see Amber and take her out for her birthday? Well, things didn't go exactly as planned.

It was supposed to be a leisurely day where he and I hung out until it was time to go to Amber's campus. It wasn't too long after we got up that his cousin called saying that his wife was stranded 'cause their truck and broken down.

We weren't scheduled to leave his house until about 4:30 and it was about 1 so I originally thought that he could run and help his cousin get his wife. That was until I found out she was two.hours.away. Two hours south. Amber's college is an hour north of him.

To say I was disappointed that he wouldn't be able to go with me is an understatement. But I proceeded with my day arriving at Amber's dorm at exactly 5:30. The time we agreed to meet.

Even though she had asked for permission since all of their events and activities are mandatory, she still couldn't get away. Without going into detail and annoying myself all over again - I'll just say I wasn't able to see her 'til about 7:30 and she wasn't able to leave until after 8 p.m.

AARGH!

We went out to dinner, had drinks at Starbucks and enjoyed talking to each other. Although the day was nothing like I planned, I'm glad I got to visit with my best friend for a bit and see my daughter to celebrate her 18th birthday.

Designer platform beds

Although I've never purchased one, there's a style of bed that I've always liked and that's Platform Beds. These types of beds have a classic, clean and modern design that's functional and ascetically pleasing the eye. You can find them with no under the bed area or with shorts legs that makes the bed hug close to the ground.

Spacify sells designer platform beds in various styles and shades of wood. These beds put me in mind of Asian-style furniture and I wonder if the style was birthed from that.

If I were going to change my bedroom furniture I would consider buying a platform bed. It can give you a wide range of positioning and design options.

I need GPS

After my three younger children were off for the weekend with their dad, I gathered up my things to head to Warner Robins. It's where Amber's godfather - and my best friend - lives. Today, we're going to Amber's college to celebrate her 18th birthday, which was Tuesday.

Between where I live and Warner Robins there's normally a quite a bit of traffic especially on a Friday night. So being the adventurist person that I am I decided to get directions avoiding the highway. No problem. The travel time wasn't much different especially if you account for the possibility of getting caught in traffic.

As I'm riding I feel pretty pleased with my choice. There are restaurants, lots of cars and bunches to look at it. A much more interesting route than the normal one.

This is what I ended up in on my way back during my last trip down here.

I felt that way until my four-lane highway narrowed into the two lanes of country road. SIGH... and all of a sudden I was in Maryland. (That's what I say every time I travel on a country road that reminds me of home and I start to see livestock and corn stalks.)

I was making pretty good time until I got caught behind a slow-moving pickup truck. I tapped into my zen and decided not to make a big deal about it. Unfortunately, I was so zen-like that I lost track of time, location and everything. I glanced at my directions, misread them and called my MD BFF (what was the right acronym again?) Frankie and he mapped me out.

Before he could get my location confirmed, we had to disconnect 'cause the trees were blocking my signal. When I finally talked to him again - after I had already turned around and wasted more time - he told me that I hadn't gone far enough. Extra big SIGH.

Oh well, onward and downward. Heading south, ya know?

Now had I had a GPS thingy this wouldn't have happened. I could have popped back from my zen state, consulted the high-tech screen and nary a moment would have been wasted.

An-t-way, I arrived safely, watched a movie with my feet propped up and tossed and turned through a night of foggy sleep and weird dreams. Now all we have to do is pick up Amber's cake (ssshhh... don't tell her.) and boogie on over to her campus in the early evening to take her to dinner.

Practical gift

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If you're in the market for getting someone a gift then check out Fruit Basket Review before you buy. Not only will you get great information, but you'll be able to find a discount code to help you with your purchase.

Wordless Wednesday: My son's plant blooms

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Relastin review, Revitalift update

Do you remember when I began testing the Revitalift® Deep-Set Wrinkle Repair from L'Oreal Paris®? The cream system helps to repair deep set wrinkles and I was curious to see if it would work on the frown lines on my forehead and the fine lines at the corners of my eyes. (You may not be able to see them, but I know they're there. LOL) When I began using it I could see the difference in my skin after a little more than two weeks. That last update was on April 30th (and the picture to the right was taken on April 13th) and much to my surprise and delight, I see even more improvements in the fine wrinkles on my face.

It's been almost two months and my skin looks and feels fabulous. (Yup, I raised my eyebrows in this picture too and the creases have definitely decreased.) I am so impressed with this product, which I was able to test thanks to BzzAgent, that I think I'm going to continue to use it as part of my regular skin care routine.

Now that's what I call results. What do you think? Have you tried this product yet? If not and you want to try it, I have three small samples left. All you have to do is be one of the first three people to leave a comment telling me that you want the sample and I'll mail it to you. (I'll contact you for your address.)

Now, I don't know if you noticed this or not. Pretend like you didn't if you did, okay? But I have dark circles under my eyes, which have gotten worse over the past two years. So, when I received information from Trent & Company, Inc., a public relations firm, about Relastin Eye Silk I couldn't resist testing and reviewing the product.

Relastin is reportedly the "first product proven to increase elasticity and decrease the signs of aging around the eye," and according to participants in a September 2006 study the eye silk also decreases dark circles under the eyes after about four weeks.

I don't know if you can tell or not, but my dark circles seem to be diminished somewhat. At this point, that's the main perk for me. When I first applied the eye silk, which should be done twice a day - morning and evening, the first thing I noticed was how extremely soft, creamy and smooth it is. I love that feeling. It's light with a very faint, pleasant scent.

I've been using my sample since June 15th and I'm really impressed so far. Therefore, it goes without saying that I would recommend you trying it as well. The only possible negative is the cost. I found it at Relastin.com for $69; however, the way it's working I'd say it's well worth the investment.

One last thing I must tell you, although I am extremely fortunate to be able to review these products I do not get paid to do so and the opinions and experiences expressed are truly my own. It just so happens that I'm addicted to skin care products and have yet to find one that I totally dislike. When (or if) I do, you'll be the first to know. :)

Happy birthday Munchkin!

My baby is celebrating her 18th birthday today, and as you know she's already away at college. I called her this morning to wish her a happy birthday and sent her some things that she's already received.

You may not believe this, but this is only the second time she has been away from me on her birthday. Her godfather and I are going to visit her this Saturday to commemorate this special occasion. I am looking forward to seeing her and making up for not being there on this big day.

Happy Birthday Miss Amber... I am so proud of you. Your sisters and brother send their love and birthday wishes. They were also saying how much they wanted to see you and share birthday cake with you. We love you!

Coupons for car rental

When I have to spend money, regardless of what it's on, I always want to use a coupon. In fact, if I can't find a coupon I get a little aggravated that I won't have the opportunity to save a little money.

That's why when I learned about ebates.com, a leading coupon and cash back platform for over a 1,000 online merchants, I knew it was a site I needed to make note of and remember. You can even save up to 20 percent cash back on favorites stores like Target.com and Walmart.com. They even have Enterprise Coupons, and that will definitely come in handy for inexpensive summer travel options.

Saving money is the best part, but the next best thing is that ebates.com is free and easy to use. Test it out today and let me know what you think.

Ups, downs of weight & health

My health and weight loss journal

Don't deny it. You've been wondering what's going on with my weight loss and how's my health doing. Right? I'll just assume you said yes. :)

Let me start with the easiest and most exciting of all. I am at 160 pounds. Now, I can't take credit for the last four or five pounds because I was sick. (More on that in a minute.) But I am going to maintain it.




I've still been counting calories and trying to eat healthy. One thing I need to do is incorporate more vegetables into my daily meals. Don't get me wrong, I eat my veggies but I am not consuming nearly enough. If I had a juicer I think I would consume more - at least that's my excuse/reason.

On the health front:

Last week I had (brace yourself) a few really nasty canker sores in my mouth. Besides feeling like I was a walking germ, they hurt so bad that I could hardly eat anything. Some foods scraped my tongue causing intense pain and others burned. I finally found two things that worked: boiled eggs and oatmeal. Quite a variety, huh?

A friend of mine told me to use hydrogen peroxide and it worked really quickly. I have never been so thankful in my life for an illness to pass.

On top of that, my forearms - from my fingertips to my elbows - were so weak and painful. I'm not sure if that I was the fibromyalgia flaring up or if it was something else. I had trouble picking up my youngest child, opening jars and bottles, carrying grocers... the weakness and pain were almost worse than I've ever experienced. Not to mention the extreme exhaustion I had. Let's just things kind of fell apart in the house.

Speaking of fibromyalgia, the number of meds I take has reduced some, but a problem has arisen that they aren't sure if I really have fibro. So I've had to get more blood work and another bone survey. ( I told you about that in my last update.) I think I've had three or four of those over the years. The rheumatologist says that something else is up with my blood work that has a indication of lupus and one other thing. (She told me this over the phone and didn't give me complete information.) I guess an indication of lupus could mean something else as well. And, the bone survey showed something she didn't like in my pelvic region so I have to get an MRI of that area.

SIGH

I won't find out complete details until my appointment on July 20th. I am assuming that I am not at a point to need an immediate appointment since she said that she'll see me at my next appointment. But it is rather aggravating.

It would be nice to know why I always feel so bad. It's either pain, weakness, exhaustion and everything in between. Today I am exhausted and probably should take a nap, but I am trying not to nap everyday. Maybe every other day.

I am learning that I need to rest more and not push myself so much. That said: Since I'm not going to take a nap I've decided not to be on the computer that long today. The simple act of sitting here and typing causes me additional pain. It's so frustrating.

Overall, my mental state right now in regards to "sickness" is high right now. It can really be a downer to always feel bad/sick or something.

Thanks for hanging in there and reading about what's going on with me. It's a relief to get it off of my chest and share.

Searching for summer camps

When my oldest daughter was young there was always one thing I dreaded as the school year was coming to an end: Finding information about Summer Camps. There was always some guide or magazine that included a list of the top camps, but it is extensive and overwhelming.

I thought those days were behind me until I had another generation of children. Now, I have begun the same process again for my three youngest children. When school ended this year I called around, checked out advertisements and looked in some magazines for summer camp recommendations.

But with Yovia all I have to do is type in my zip code and all the information I need pops up almost instantly. The local summer camp finder came up with lots of activities like Flow with the Four Seasons offered by Imagine It! The Children's Museum of Atlanta and a variety of camps around the area.

So far this summer my children have been swimming at the local pool, visited indoor play yards, outdoor playgrounds, enjoyed pizza and burgers out on the town and they'll go to our man-made beach this week. The important thing is that they have a full, memorable summer.

Although I'm sure I'll miss them, I'll be glad when they're old enough to go away to camp. When it's time, I'll check out Yovia to see what's available.

Smooth as silk

Most women I know like their legs to be smoothly shaved especially when it's time for cool, revealing summer fashions. And I feel the same way.

That's why I was excited to sign up for the BzzCampaign through BzzAgent to try out and review the four-blade BIC® Soleil® Bella razor. This disposable razor has four flexible blades, a moisturizing strip with coconut milk and a pivoting head so it moves smoothly along the contour of your legs or whatever you're trying to shave.

My legs are so smooth that even I love touching them. :) You can learn more about the razor at feelthesoleil.com. Hint: Visit the site and you can download a coupon.

The only thing that I did not like about the razor is this: I tried it about a week ago, put the plastic cover back on, left it sitting on a shelf in my shower (out of range of the water) and when I picked it up to use it yesterday there was a little rust already forming on a couple of the blades. For test purposes, I used it anyway to just to see if it would still shave well and I was pleasantly surprised that it did.

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You should try out the razor too and let me know how it works for you. Oh, by the way, I found that it shaves smoothly everywhere I tried it.

Scholarship for mobility challenged students

Getting Amber into college and working on ensuring she has everything financed is a job in and of itself. There are so many scholarships and grants available that it's a little overwhelming. That's why when I find out information about a scholarship that I think can benefit someone else then I normally try to share it with them. And people share information with me as well.

I recently became aware of a merit-based scholarship, AmeriGlide Achiever Scholarship, that is offered to full-time students who use a wheelchair. The deadline to apply for the scholarship for the Fall semester is July 31st so if you know someone who may qualify then let them know.

Recipients should meet these qualifications:

-Must be enrolled at an accredited two or four year college
-Must use a manual or electric wheelchair
-Must have a minimum 3.0 GPA
-Must complete application and submit response to essay question by the deadline
-Must be a legal resident of the United States or hold a valid student visa

AmeriGlide is a company that provides stair lifts and other equipment, and they're a company that gives back. Their goal is to offer financial assistance for books or other school related supplies to deserving mobility challenged students.

Monday's Muse: Re-creating, finding my energy

Stress and sickness can be a real killer of motivation, creativity and energy. I should know 'cause it attacks me on a regular basis. I think this is probably the longest I've ever been uninterested in blogging, life and just down all around.

But...

I think I'm back. Yippee for me!

Life had gotten really busy with Amber graduating from high school and going on to college in the Summer instead of the Fall like we'd planned. I kept saying I was going to take a break to sleep, relax and get things together, but my body and mind started to shut down before I got the chance.


Now the key seems to be not to reach that point again. I'm excited that I cleaned up the house over the weekend. Not perfect, but really good. I caught up on laundry, which is like a major task. And I've begun the paperwork process, cleaned off my desk, made a dent in my magazine pile and updated my calendar and to-do list.

One step at a time and I think I can get everything together. Most importantly, I am determined to rest and sleep when I'm tired or when I get a chance, whichever is first.

That said, the two middle children just laid down for their afternoon naps so I am going to take this opportunity to rest myself. If I don't fall asleep, although I think I will, I'll just lay there with my eyes closed and relax.

Here's to a week of renewed energy and creativity: Cheers!

I'm a sucker for Barnes & Noble

I learned about Frugal Freebies and Deals in a magazine I was reading this weekend. (Don't ask me which one 'cause I can't remember and you know how large my reading pile is.) I clicked over there today and saw that they're giving away and $50 Barnes and Noble online gift card. Of course, I had to enter the giveaway.

One way to enter, as you probably know, is to post about it. So here I am telling you all about it. Go on over and check it out. Enter while you're there. Good luck! (I hope I win. LOL)

It's BLU world

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- Xbox 360 Elite Gaming System with a Rock Band 2 bundle
- A trip to Times Square in New York City for New Year's Eve
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- Winter X Games 14 in Aspen, Colorado

I think a trip to New York City for New Year's Eve would be a great experience. Can you imagine spending the evening in Times Square as you count down the New Year? It's something I've watched on television for many years so it would definitely be a memorable experience.

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The contest, hosted by BluFrog, ends on July 17, 2009.

Trying to recover

I am around - so to speak - but I have been feeling like crap. I will hopefully post my health and weight loss journal on Tuesday to give you the lowdown of what's been ailing me. It hasn't been pretty.

There are a few "interesting" things going on around here:

My son lost his first tooth yesterday or the day before. It has only been loose a couple of weeks so I was surprised that it came out so soon. As I was waking up the other morning, I heard my two middle children - Andre and Amareah - talking about the tooth.

Then I heard two sets of feet running toward my room. "Mommy, mommy," Amareah yells when they bust through the door, "Andre took his tooth out."

"Really? Let me see," I said trying to focus and keep my eyes open. He grinned and his bottom, front, left tooth was gone.

"Cool. Let me see. Where is it?"

"I threw it away."

"You did?"

"Yea..." They both looked at me.

"You're not supposed to... Oh well, never mind."

Yes, this mommy didn't (and probably won't) tell the children about the Tooth Fairy. I know, tsk tsk. Their dad will probably tell them 'cause I heard him asking Amareah over the phone what Andre did with his tooth. (Andre forgot to tell his dad, but Amareah didn't. LOL)

The second interesting thing was the little visitor the children found in the yard today. Before I could get out of the house they all (well, little Miss Anna was standing back some) had their face in the visitor's face. I immediately started admonishing them never to get close to a snake like that before they know what kind it is.
Did they listen? Of course not. The most unfortunate part about our little friend is that I think she was pregnant. I'm hoping it was just a meal that wasn't digested!
I've never seen this type of snake around here so I guess I'll look it up to see what kind it is. The garden snakes I am used to are normally green or black... this one looked a little too real to me. (No, I don't consider the garden variety real.)

I think that's all of the excitement we've had this week. I hope everyone had a great week.

Wordless Wednesday: My four babies

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Destination SeaWorld

We all know money is a little tight for most people nowadays, but we also know that there are some things that we still need and want to happen. One thing is to enjoy the summer with a family vacation. To have a great summer trip, you don't have to book a flight for destinations abroad; you can jump in your car and take a trip to SeaWorld Orlando.

SeaWorld is about a seven-hour drive from where I am in Georgia and it would be well worth the trip. (Better than sitting around a kiddie pool in the backyard!) One of the most enticing things at the park right now is the new Manta, which is the only flying roller coaster that combines up close animal encounters with head-first, face-down thrill riding.

The ride, which opened at the beginning of the summer, is said to spin, glide, skim and fly just like a giant ray. Now doesn't that sound like fun? Although I am becoming a little scared of roller coasters as I get older, I am still excited about the prospect of trying this one out.

You should try it out first and let me know all about it. And here's a deal that you may not be able to pass up to make that happen: Right now, if you buy a ticket to SeaWorld, you can get a ticket to Aquatica or Busch Gardens for free.

Yup, that's right. Free.

If you're like me then you like a great deal like that. It'll also help out with planning fun stuff for the family to do this summer.

Don't forget: Get your ticket to SeaWorld so you can try out the Manta and let me know how much fun it is. (And if it's scary!) And you'll get a free ticket to Aquatica or Busch Gardens.

Great deal, huh?

Enjoy your summer and I look forward to hearing about your trip to Orlando.

Jumbled thoughts

My mind has been racing with thoughts for about two weeks (probably more like two years, but it hasn't let up lately) and I can't seem to get everything expressed. Whatever is going on up there has me stuck... blocked. My creativity is blocked. My feelings are blocked.

Well, at least in most areas.

There's another place - another me - where I feel a little free. I guess I would say there are a few areas. But I'm free in different ways. One place I can be myself, but I keep a part back so I don't give the wrong impressions. Another place I can be myself, but I hold back because I don't get the feedback I think I need or want. And, there's one other place where I am free to be part of the me I want to be, but I have to keep some things back 'cause it's just not appropriate or timely.

Then today, I found a place that I can release a little bit of each part of me. It was liberating, in a way, but it wasn't complete.

I'm not even sure I want to find a place where I am totally free, but I know I want more. There's apart of me I want to share I just have certain... uh... conditions. I just need and want certain things.

I guess I have been cryptic enough for one day. It's possible that if you know me well enough you may not need to ask what I am talking about. If you only know me virtually then you'll have a little difficulty. If you're stalking me then you should be pretty baffled.

My only wish/hope right now is that the cloud will lift off of my brain. That the effort of creating, thinking and accomplishing won't continue to cause such an upheaval within me. Somewhere inside there must be some peace. ... I guess.

Diane Birch

The older I get the more I open myself up to new experiences, new information and new sounds. I'm glad that I've been experimenting because when I had the opportunity to review Diane Birch's CD Bible Belt, I didn't hesitate.

I'm glad I reviewed the CD because I was extremely pleased. Her sound seems familiar to me yet new. It's comforting and spirited. And it's impressive.

Birch, who's just in her mid 20s, wrote each song. She has a strong and stunning voice that comes through in each song from beginning (Fire Escape) to end (Magic View). It's a CD you'll want to listen to over and over again because she's reminiscent of an old favorite with a new sound.

Have you heard Diane Birch already? If not, I'd recommend you pick up a copy - I'm sure you'll enjoy her sound.

Amber at college

I don't know how I survived without instant messaging and digital cameras in the past. I am so happy to be able to see the pictures I took of Amber yesterday when I took her to her dorm. And, last night, I was able to IM her. She was doing well and settling in. I hope to "talk" to her sometime today soon, but I'm not going to hover and I'll wait for her to text, IM, email or call me. :)

Here's a small peek at her from yesterday.

Platinum ring dream

When my daughter graduated from high school there were a lot of things I would have liked to give her in honor of the occasion. A car would have been nice (her favorite is Mustang) or a quality piece of jewelry that's made especially for her, among other things. I did give her a sterling silver necklace that was accented with a positive message and it would have been nice to be able to also give her a platinum ring.

Maybe it's just me, but I think jewelry is a superb gift for just about any occasion. I'm fascinated with fine jewelry especially when it's handcrafted and designed to meet the individual need of the customer. Some companies put extra care into their customer designs and approach their work as artisan designers who add a unique beauty to each piece. That ensures that each client is satisfied with their purchase.

You can find a retailer for the fine jewelry you are looking for whether it's a bridal set, necklace, bracelet, earrings or a platinum ring. There are even choices for the man in your life (Father’s Day is coming, remember?). Fine jewelry is a personal gift that lasts a lifetime.

Beginning and end

Guess where I am sitting right now?

Give up?

I am sitting in Amber's dorm room. Yup, today is the day when she starts her college education. She is beginning with a scholar's program this summer and will continue in the fall.

SIGH.

It's exciting and anxiety producing. Amber is my oldest child, but my biggest baby. She is my friend and daughter. And, of course, my feelings are mixed.

We've unpacked her room - for the most part, and I will post pictures of her room later today or tomorrow. She's in the kitchen now with one of her suite mates unpacking food and whatnot. I stood out there for awhile watching them get to know each other. They laughed and discovered things they had in common.

The moment made me smile.

She doesn't need me as much anymore, but - on the other hand - I know she will need me. I feel comfort in knowing that when we got here she began to feel more relaxed and not as anxious.

The scholar's program is pretty intensive. Today, she has a meeting at 3 with her mentor and those in that group. Then there's a dinner at 5 or 6. I don't think they have a class tonight, but they have one tomorrow. Yes, that's right, on Sunday.

It's a little after 12 p.m. and I - along with all the other parents - am required to leave the west campus by 2/2:30. At first, when Amber was finished with her room and there wasn't much more to do I was going to go ahead and go. Then she indicated she wanted me to stay until the time I had to leave.

The moment made me smile.

I am so proud of my little girl. As I sit at her desk, on her laptop, in her room I marvel at how far we've come. In a couple of hours I don't know if I'll cry as I hug her good-bye (at least she can come home for 4th of July weekend) or if tears will drip down my face as I drive home alone.

The only thing I know for sure is that my heart swells with love for her. She is such a marvelous young woman. Right before my eyes she's blossomed, grown, matured and begins a new life.

Good luck and God bless, Munchkin, Mommy loves you!

Not in the plans

I think, for the most part, I've been lucky to have a teenager who likes spending time with me and normally considers what we have going on before doing something with her friends. She's a big help and great company, but she still manages to stay on the go since she found a group of friends she enjoys hanging out with.

On Saturday, I'll be taking her to college for the scholar's program and she'll be gone for five weeks. In preparation (besides the errand running, supply buying, etc.) I left my to-do list relatively free so I can help her pack, get last minute things and spend time with her.

Today she says, "Can I go out to dinner tomorrow night?"

I am dripping with disappointment.

She and her friends have decided to/planned for dinner as a group. A couple of them are going into the military and two have summer programs, but once they return for their few weeks at the end of the summer the ones still here will be preparing to leave. Well, actually they'll all be getting ready for their Fall semester.

I thought we would spend her last night together. I didn't find out 'til today that she plans on finishing packing today so she can go out tomorrow night. We have to leave at about 7 a.m. Saturday morning and I expected her to be in and in bed at a decent hour so she can begin her college career on the right foot. I mean, she is getting college credits for this program so it's really important.

Well... there go my expectations.

I could put my motherly foot down - she is just 17 - and let her know that she will be in on Friday night, but do I really want to start her "life on her own" off with a negative?

I am physically and mentally exhausted from playing chauffeur, running errands and getting everyone (my four offspring) off to their activities, responsibilities, etc., that I haven't really done anything for myself in almost a month - probably longer. I guess I was thinking the least she can do is "pay" me with a mother/daughter night. The three younger children will be with their father this weekend so it seemed perfect to me.

This time was coming. I know. I just didn't think it would be this weekend. My feelings are mixed about her leaving. I'm excited, proud, nervous... I'm everything! My oldest daughter is not only my child, but she is a wonderful friend. (Am I pitiful or what?)

For the next few days I'll just smile (or frown!) and do whatever is necessary to make this the most memorable exciting time of her life. Inside the tears may fall I will just have to keep in mind that this is what I've been preparing her for her entire life. I just forgot to prepare myself.

Bug OFF - product review

Throughout the entire winter I normally complain about being cold. I always "can't wait" until the warmer weather arrives then when it finally gets here I start to complain about the bugs that come with it. Especially the mosquitoes.

That's why I was really excited when I had the chance to review the OFF!® Clip-on™ Mosquito Repellent and the OFF!® PowerPad Lamp. It was several weekends ago, Memorial Day if I remember correctly, and I took the products with us when we went over a friend's house for a cookout.

Out of my four children, three are allergic to mosquito bites and get giant-sized bumps from the bites. I especially don't like my youngest and middle daughters getting bit because they scratch like crazy and leave scars all over themselves.

After we had enjoyed the food, my four children along with the teenager's boyfriend and his twin sisters went outside. They took the PowerPad Lamp with them and one of the twins attached the Clip-On to her shorts. About an hour later myself and our hostess, Michelle, went outside to see what the children were up to. And I wanted to see how the OFF!® products were working.

I explained to Michelle that I am a BzzAgent and I get the chance to review products in exchange for creating a little buzz about them. I told her how the OFF!® PowerPad Lamp is great for hanging outside because all you have to do is light the candle and the heat activates the repellent pad covering an area of about 15' x 15'. (For that size area you would need about 15 Citronella buckets.)

We stood within the area so I could see if the PowerPad was working and I didn't get bitten once! It was a muggy day and it had rained the night before so the grass was a little damp and it was late evening. Prime time when mosquitoes are normally out. I always get bit by mosquitoes so I was really impressed.

Later on that day, right before we were about to leave, the twin came to give me the Clip-On™ and said, "It really works."

The thing I like about these OFF!® products is that there is absolutely no odor. And another plus is the price: The clip-on start pack is about $9 and it comes with one repellent fan unit, a refill disk and two AA batteries. The lamp start kit is about $9.50 and it includes the lamp, a repellent pad and a candle. The refill packs for both are also very economical.

I've never used a mosquito repellent that I would recommend to anyone until I tried the OFF!® Clip-On™ and the PowerPad Lamp. They're definitely a great addition to summer-time fun.

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Wholesale newsletter

Just about every industry or field you can think of has articles published online for informational purposes. The same goes for the wholesale industry, which seems to consist of a lot of material that needs to be remembered and mastered to facilitate business success.

All of that information may be difficult to keep straight and understand, but when there is one place to go to that summarizes the details the process can be a little easier. That's what WholesaleNewsletter.com has done. WholesaleNewsletter is an online newsletter that consists of "Wholesale News and Sources for the Latest in the Wholesale Industry." This site has been set up to offer free insider tips about wholesale marketing and sourcing both online and offline. There is information about drop shipping, customer retention, online business success and much more. All the information presented seems well written and easy to find either through reviewing the resources or performing a search.

It even seems like a good site to go to for jewelry makers, and other artists, who are showcasing and advertising their wares for sale online. These creative individuals could learn valuable information that can turn their part-time hobby/full-time love into a nice money-making and professional business venture.

I would encourage anyone who is interested in the wholesale trade industry, especially the e-commerce wholesale market (and how drop ship affects customer retention), to check out the information presented on the site. WholesaleNewsletter is a good resource for those who are well versed in the wholesale industry as well as those who are just learning. The information is presented in a way that should appeal to everyone in the industry.

It does, however, seem to be a fairly new site and it will be interesting to see it grow with more traffic, comments and professionals to contribute. Check it out and let me know what you think.

Spreading the word

There's a little girl named Hannah that has really touched my heart. Her mom shares details of their battle with Gaucher's Disease on her blog Little Miss Hannah. Here's a YouTube video she posted recently.

Monday's Muse: Thoughts of life

To say I haven't been feeling particularly creative lately would be an understatement. How many times have I said that? My mind has been full with all that is going on and the thoughts that pass through my brain are numerous.

There are times when these thoughts spark some type of writing, post, fantasy or idea, but - recently - the most that has sparked within me is despair, defeat and ... distance. Distance? Hmmm...


Maybe listing these thoughts (as I refuse to think them through) will encourage more than just a sigh.

• My paternal grandmother passed away more than six years ago and I wish she were here to see her oldest great granddaughter graduate and enter college.
• It's true: Things can get worse.
• The more you dwell on the negative, the more negative you become.
• Not everyone is cut out to be a parent.
• Perfection is not within reach.
• Hiding in the fantasy of a good book doesn't work because eventually you come to the end of the story.
• Has anyone invented disposable, biodegradable, easy to wear, grow with (or shrink with) you clothes? Just a thought... laundry is a b*tch.
• Laughter is almost as good as a good book. It just doesn't last as long.

Nope... I didn't get anything more than a sigh; however, a little chuckle tried to erupt as I remembered something funny I saw on television last night. I guess it did work, huh? Do you have any random thoughts to add to my list?

Click on over to Maternal Spark for some more Monday's Muse. I would tell you to read my old ones, but you probably won't so I won't even ask.

Fashion forward in scrubs

If you work in an environment that has a strict corporate dress code or one where you're required to wear a uniform then you've probably noticed that a lot of people are deciding to personalize their look. Individuality and being fashion forward are no longer frowned upon so it's time to embrace that same mindset even if you wear scrubs to work everyday.

It's especially fun to let your individuality show during the summer months. Just because Scrubs are comfortable does not mean they have to be drab. If you wear scrubs to work there are ways to make yourself feel just as stylish and put together as your friend who works at a local magazine or the corporate cutie you know who travels the world. That's why at ScrubsMag.com there is fashion advice that is definitely worth following.

For instance, Anita Bruzzese, who wrote the article "Looking Great in Scrubs," recommends ensuring that your scrubs fit properly, utilizing accessories and investing in a good haircut. These tips, along with others, can make the difference between just throwing your scrubs on for work and dressing for work in a way that makes you feel confident and individualistic.

You don't have to take my word for it. Check out ScrubsMag.com, the nurses guide for good living, for more information about fashion, beauty, love, money and a lot more.

Writing sample submission

This is a creative writing sample I submitted to eCopywriters on July 1, 2009.

It isn’t a secret that I am addicted to skincare and beauty products. Most recently, I’ve written about Advanced RevitaLift ® Deep-Set Wrinkle Repair treatments, the Neutrogena™ pure & free™ baby sunblock lotion and Relastin Eye Silk. I have tried Max Factor’s 2000 Calorie Extreme Lash Plumper and their Vivid Impact Lipcolor. And right now I’m testing the Active Eyelash Technology™ neuLash®.

I could fib and say it hasn’t always been like this, but it has. The only difference now is it’s more intense. When a woman reaches the age of 40 and over (sometimes as early as 35), she begins to notice the changes her body is going through. A lot of those changes begin to quickly to show up on her skin. That is what happened to me.

So, in my ever-increasing desire to maintain my youthful appearance, I ensure that my skin is well taken care of and my beauty regimen is solid. That makes it exciting to learn about what’s being introduced to the public and the things that have worked over the years. Of course, one can’t do that unless one keeps abreast of the skincare and beauty products on the market – new and old.

That’s why I always have my trusty petroleum jelly to soften my lips, Aveeno products for all-over body care to smooth my skin as well as tried and true Olay® and Dove® products. These are just a few of the things I can’t live without… a girl has to have some secrets.

Wordless Wednesday: Loving nature

Where does the time go?

I got up this morning to take my oldest daughter to the dentist. On the way I dropped the three younger kids at "Miss Kelly's." After I picked them up (after lunch), I called the pediatrician to make an appointment for Andre who has been complaining about his ear on and off.

He has an ear infection in each ear. I stopped to get the prescriptions on the way home, waited for them to get ready and by the time I got home it was 5 p.m.

5 p.m.

And I haven't done one other thing besides take the children hither and to.

No paperwork. No making money. No job searching.

On a good and surprising note: My son has two loose teeth. I happened to be flossing his teeth last night when one moved. I tested the one next to it and it moved as well. Wow! I said with a grin.

"Andre, did you know your tooth is loose... well, two teeth are loose?"

"No... it is? Where?"

He's been talking about those loose teeth since last night. He said to one of his sisters, "I'm getting bigger."

LOL. I'm proud, happy and feeling a little "oh my goodness" right now.

Hair-y conversation

I find it interesting that this conversation came up on dNeero because I was just talking to a friend of mine about what hairstyles men seem to prefer. Do you think most men prefer women with long, straight hair?

Rhythm of thoughts

There's something about when things start going wrong then everything seems to go downhill fast. Sometimes I don't understand it. I get so busy with life - taking my children to the doctor, trying to plan activities for them, running errands, going to my own appointments, planning/completing what needs to be done to get my daughter ready for college and trying to make money - that I just want things to flow.

Now I don't expect everything to be trouble or stress free, but I would like a little normalcy. Is that the word I'm looking for? It'd be nice if everyone realized their responsibilities, listened to understand another's point of view and determined what is best for all and not just themselves. It'd be nice if I went more than a week or month without crying because I am hurt, worried or stressed.

I guess the good thing is I don't cry as much as I used to. The tears have been around lately, but I've mostly been a little numb. Just wanting to stare into space and focus on not thinking.

Once again I've been thinking about discontinuing my blogging. I hate neglecting my blogs and my blogging friends. It feels wrong somehow when I'm not here. Then I think about you - the regular readers - as well as those who have become friends to me. You email me, respond when I leave comments and I am generally interested in what's going on in your world. I feel like I can not be a good blogging friend, take care of everything that is going on around here (including divorce discord) and try to make money all at the same time. Since blogging gives me such joy it seems frivolous. Yea, it makes a little money, but that's not good enough. At least by some people's standards.

Life has been so tiring lately. I've developed "can't do two things at once syndrome." (You know that thing that most men have. LOL) I haven't been able to write anything creative or worth anything. I'm random, messy, exhausted, headachy, I have a sinus infection... oh wait, that so sounds like complaining. I don't wanna complain or vent. I just wanted to get some stuff off my chest (oh, is that what venting is?) and let you know what's up.

Forgive me (again) for not being around. I hope that my mind and life will calm down soon.

Supplementing will save you money

Having a baby is perhaps one of the most expensive life decisions one can make. Between diapers and daycare... bottles and bibs... the tab can really add up. That doesn't even include the cost of formula.

When my oldest daughter was born formula was about $10 per can (if I remember correctly). Nowadays the national brand of the formula I have used with my three youngest children costs about $26 per can, but national brands aren't the only options. Since all infant formula must meet Food and Drug Administration guidelines, the store-brand formula is an excellent choice for baby and an even better choice for saving money.

Mother's milk is the best nutrition for baby, but sometimes there's a need to supplement. With my three younger children I chose to breastfeed and although I planned on nursing each of them for at least 12 months, I was only successful with one. My middle daughter who nursed for about 14 months. Given her age I didn't have to supplement with formula, but with my other children I chose to supplement. I began weaning my son and supplemented when he was five months old because I became pregnant with my third child.

The baby, my fourth child, was weaned at about six months old and my pocket still feels the pain of purchasing formula. I checked out the Baby Formula Savings Calculator to get an idea of the amount I could save when buying the store brand. I'm glad there are store-brand choices because parents shouldn't have to overpay. Now store brand is available at major stores including Target, Walmart and CVS.

Walmart carries Parent's Choice Infant Formula, which is their store brand. Just think you could save up to $600 by purchasing a store-brand formula.

Proud mother, happy daughter

I have always been so proud of my oldest daughter and this past weekend was no different. She graduated from high school and will soon beginning her trek into college life and young adulthood.

She's starting a little earlier than we had planned because she was accepted into the scholar's program at her college. So, in two weeks, we're off and running.

It's funny, in a way, because I haven't cried. I guess with the friends and family visiting, and trying to make sure everything went well and that I didn't forget anything... I haven't really sat down and thought about what this all means.

I'm not normally a sentimental, crying person. I may get a little misty later especially when I have to drive home alone when I take her to college for the first time. Everything is moving so quickly and so much is going on that I don't have time to think.

Here are a few pictures from the weekend. Isn't my baby beautiful? Yes, she's still my big baby.

This is outside of the dome where the graduation was held. She's the "picture of perfection" even though it felt like 1,000 degrees.

The cake I ordered was cool and delicious. Everyone thought it was a fabulously unique cake.

No, she didn't get a car! LOL. Her Daddy Michael rented a car and let her use it for the weekend.

All in all, Amber said she enjoyed her weekend and she is happy. That's all that matters right now. Thanks to all the family and friends who showed their love, spent the time with us and shared in this joyous occasion.