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Sunday, September 20, 2009

Me 41? Wow!

Today is my birthday. It's actually hard to believe since it kind of feels like any other day. The difference? So many wonderful friends have stopped by here (this blog), called me and posted on my Facebook page to wish me a happy birthday. And that's very much appreciated. Those wishes have made my day!

I'm not going to go into detail, but this weekend turned out nothing like I imagined or wanted. (Let's just say I had a real ugly cry as a result.) The bad part is I don't even really know why. One of the things I have figured out, like I think I've mentioned in the past, is that I really can only rely on myself. Let me briefly explain: I control my happiness, which I already knew. But every once in awhile I trust others to provide (fuel? help? give? carry?) some of that happiness. When that isn't met - without explanation or seemingly care - it is just short of devastating.

Now I sit here in the quiet (oh, how I love quiet!), semi-darkness and concentrate on thinking happy thoughts and I wonder how the next year will be. What have I learned over the past year? How have I changed? Who am I becoming?

My concentration is not on what others are doing or are going to do; it's on me and what I should do and what I am doing. It's on improving me.

Me.

That's what today is about, right? Yup! Beautiful, 41-year-old me!
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  1. Happy Birthday! Hope you have a great day today!

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  2. Happy Birthday, to you!!! Have a blessed day!

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  3. Happy Birthday tooooo youuuuuu! Wow! Only 41?? You are a child, pally. Well, compared to old me, that is!!

    I'm sorry that you cried on your birthday weekend. :( I'm sending out your package tomorrow , so maybe that will cheer you up.

    Hugs and kisses, Birthday Gal! Let's hope this is a better year for you.

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  4. 41 is young
    I'm going to be 54 and I'm just starting to think I might know something

    you look beautiful

    all good things for the next year

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  5. Happy birthday lady. The weekend may not have went the way planned but today is not just any day. Its your birthday! That makes it a special day!!!!!!! Lots of Love!!!

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  6. Happy Belated Birthday! Hope you'll have a great year of good health and happiness ahead.

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  7. Happy Birthday !!!!!!!

    You know you are so right, we can not control what others do only what we do. But sometimes, just sometimes it would be nice that others who mean a lot to us don't let us down.

    We are only human when we want, hope and desire that someone else we help provide a little happiness in our lives.

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  8. wow! way to go....you look like 15 years younger though.....wish you all the best....belated!

    btw, your lil girl is gorgeous....:)


    thanks for the visit and for leaving a comment on my page.

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  9. Happy Birthday!!! 41?? Wow, you give me hope! :-)

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