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Friday, September 18, 2009

Fighting tears

What is the point of looking at something in a positive light or trying to think positively? Okay, before you stop reading and jump immediately to commenting, let me clarify.

I get the point from one perspective: Thinking and being positive gives one a good outlook thereby affecting their mood, etc. The whole power of positive thing stuff. However, when you continually get kicked in the teeth regardless of your outlook and seemingly more so when you think positively then what. is. the. point?

Unfortunately, I am not even in the mood to write a long, random, deep post about my thoughts and feelings to explain what has put me in the saddest of moods. No dramatically described finger pointing to highlight others' wrongdoings against me.

There's just me. Sitting here. With tears slowly, occasionally easing out of my eyes, dripping from my lashes and sliding down my cheeks.

Just me.


  1. Tears...Your post stayed on my mind.....
    Was thinking what to comment.....
    I want to cheer you up we need to carry eachother burdens...but so often we forget!
    When i am so at the end of my rope and believe think no one understands Music helps me also to cry more...LOL
    And i do not want to come over preaching but A moment hiding and being myself in prayer is so good for my soul...
    I remember a video w/song "One night with the King"
    Hope you feel better soon
    Your post touched an "heartstring" in me!


  2. Awww girl, I feel you. Remember my beach house and us getting together to hang out...I'm there right now you should come and join me :-)

  3. Mama, so sorry that you are feeling like this. I have had days, weeks, months, like that. Times like this there are no words to alleviate the pain. So cry it out, scream it out, praise it out. Give it to God.

  4. I hope things turn around for you soon. I know that it can feel like and the nothing is going right and negative situations seem to somehow more negative situations.

    I hope things start going your way.

  5. Oh no! Petula, that breaks my heart that you are so sad. I'll send some good vibes and a giant hug so that you know that you are loved and cared about in this difficult time. Hang in there, pally!

  6. Life has ups and downs and you are in some of the downs. Know that you are loved and at least I believe that things will get better.

  7. I'm crawling out of a similar period, myself, my friend. I'm here if you need me.

  8. (((HUGS)))
    I can totally relate on some days, no need to explain, let the tears flow, but know friends are always here if you need to talk, vent or whatever, sometimes just spilling it to someone who will just sit there and listen is the best medicine.

  9. Sometimes, things affect us in ways we don't really understand. It's okay to have days where you can't find the silver lining. Where thinking positive becomes too difficult. That's what friends are for, to help you through those days. Those moments where the weight of the world seems to sit on your shoulders.

    I am praying that you are able to come from this day refreshed.


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