One of the things that can really upset me is when someone else's decisions or actions change or disrupt my plans. Over the past couple of years I have had my best laid plans and decisions turned around, mixed up and ignored because of other people. Today, when I was thinking about my most recent disruption, I realized that I don't really like change.
I was somewhat surprised by this revelation. You see, I think of myself as a pretty laid back person. I know I can be hyper and passionate, but I thought I was a go-with-the-flow chick. Now, I'm not so sure.
Then another thought dawned on me. It's the suddenness of changes that I don't like... I like to be able to somewhat plan and prepare. But then I noticed how the change fueled me into action. I've been running, ripping, talking, filling out papers, clicking and flowing for the past two days.
And that's not to say it's been easy. Just the opposite because my brain is busy in turmoil and my body is aching from stress. But if I can just get through the transition to the end then maybe it'll all be okay.
As you can guess: This week change is inspiring and fueling me. Hopefully it'll spark some creativity too.