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Tuesday, June 30, 2009

Big bad bed smack down

If you're my friend on Facebook (if not, click to be my friend!) then you may have seen that I didn't have that great of an ending to my day yesterday. I got over that - for the most part - but I guess my subconscious was still fighting the issue because I tossed and turned all night.

I fought the covers, the pillows, beat up the bed, threw my cell phone around (yes, it was in the bed), coughed, wrestled for the water, left it in the bed and threw it around, stripped off my clothes... and woke up this morning sore and somewhat tired. I think that was the worse bed smack down I've had in awhile.

The younger children arrive this morning from their weekend with their dad, and it was so good to see them. They came in with good spirits even though the toddler was tired and kept trying to get me to pick her up. They were talking, telling stories, looking for toys, asking questions... I think I was wore out before 9 a.m.

I took them to daycare and things went down from there. Let's just say that I do not plan on talking to that man (their dad) unless absolutely, freaking necessary. I've known for the longest time that a conversation with him is a waste of time, but it was even more apparent today. I'm not going to go into detail - although I am itching to vent - because it makes me so angry. I'm convinced his sole purpose is trying to make me crazy. Let me add here in case anyone feels it's necessary to throw my words back at me or imply that I am trying to make myself look like the good guy: I can give as good as I get. I get angry just like anyone else and although this is my blog, feel free to leave a comment about what you think misrepresented you or anything you feel you need to say. Oh, and raise your hand - well, leave a comment - if you think that I'm perfect and try to make myself appear that way.

Unfortunately, I suspect that - although I have calmed down quite a bit since my conversation with him earlier and moved on with my day - there will be a big bad bed smack down tonight. Maybe I should drink some green tea, do some yoga and meditation before I go to bed to assist in some nighttime relaxation. Wish me luck.
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