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Tuesday, March 31, 2009

If I had the words...

When thoughts are brewing in my head and life's madness swirls around me I find myself at a loss for words to describe what I am thinking and feeling. It's as if I am empty and full at the same time.

Full of thoughts, feelings and emotions, but empty of a way to express them. Release them.

These thoughts are weighing me down. They're draining my spirit, and I feel like I can't stop it from happening.

When I manage to get above the heaviness there are people who are waiting in the darkness - right before the light - to cause me to sink. I can't ignore them because they don't respect the words I manage to speak.

Their presence makes everything darker. Their logic makes everything blurry. Their existence makes everything just sad.

If I had the words, if I could get it out, if they'd pay attention, understand, know, love and act in love, if they'd hear, listen and take the time I. would. say. STOP. Just make it all stop.
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